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can you still understand me?

the past few days have been a whirlwind of emotions.

extremely happy
extremely sad
confused
lost
controlled
at a loss
focused
dedicated
motivated
inspired
exceeds expectations
forward-looking
aiming to go beyond what can be seen
thinking of what should and could have been
entertained thoughts of shutting down
of moving on, growing up, getting stronger.

strength derived from a group,

strength in numbers, sometimes

strength derived from within.

there were moments when everything would look alright,
but deep inside there is something that can make me feel fright.

sometimes i draw strength just by thinking of you. sometimes its you that make me feel blue.

underneath the smile and happiness,

they sometimes cannot see

that there is another side of me.

Comments

  1. RPAMay 26, 2009 at 2:48 PM

    isa lang ibig sabihin nyan... may identity crisis ka pa sofia... bweheehehe!!!!

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  2. Kenkoy RunnerMay 26, 2009 at 2:50 PM

    sira ka talaga fink! hahaha

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  3. Rico VillanuevaMay 26, 2009 at 9:24 PM

    Tim, believe me, naiintindihan ka non. Haha :-)

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  4. GingerbreadmanMay 27, 2009 at 11:18 AM

    I like the depth tim :) heheheeh

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